Dreams

So, yeah, I really have nothing else to write about except that I have had some kooky dreams lately. At first I was having really scary ones all in a row. Like in one these creepy people were gonna take me and the twins to some place and...do "Michael Jackson" things to us. And in another one this crazy rich lady was trying to lock me in her stained-glass garage. The last one I actually killed a guy by stabbing him in the arm with a pencil. But this most recent one is still a little weird but kind of nice. See, I fell in love with this blind guy, and his face was kind of contorted, but he was a sweetheart. But the thing was he was diabetic, which for some reason meant I couldn't kiss him; it also meant he ate A LOT of peanuts. Anyway we spent all of our time together and I told him I loved him, he opened his eyes (meaning he wasn't blind anymore) and he turned into Polio...

Good one, I know.

I also just have to say I cried for the first time since Plug left the other day, I was walking in the rain and I felt myself REALLY missing her... I love you!!!

new things

So I've been really bored lately seeing as how three of my best friends are out of town and all the other ones are extremely busy. And in these times of nothing to do I thought of a fantasticly teenager-y thing to do: write music! Right now I have two finished songs in writing, that also have tunes on the guitar which I taught myself how to play this week. And I have a bunch of other songs in the process of writing. I am looking forward to putting them all together on the computer with some special program my dad has and hopefully it is going to be very cool and different!!

Another thing I've been talking to my dad about is making movies. I mean of course I want to act, but I also want to direct. And to do this I am thinking of going to film school. So my dad and I were talking about how I have to write a movie and then shoot it and edit it and all that crap... well first of all I don't even have a video camera, so I'll need to save up for that. And I am having soooooooo much trouble thinking of good movie ideas. I mean, it's really hard, I have a couple of just buds of ideas but none that are good plots. I need good ideas, and serious ones!.......

Weird Habits

Do you have any really weird habits that you've never really thought about.Or just not noticed until recently (like when I just mentioned).Here are some of mine:

1. I talk to my cat about my problems acting like they're his. example-"Sherlock you are going to be fine when we move, seriously, you'll make other kitty friends and have lots of fun!"

2. When I'm in my house, I don't like to close the door to the bathroom all the way.When I'm home alone I don't like to close it at all...

3. I can't go to sleep without at least one body part covered with a blanket/sheet.I also can't go to sleep with my whole body covered there has to be at least one body part exposed, and not including my head.

4. I never call people.I know it's bad, but unless someone says specifically to call them I won't; and even if they do I still sometimes forget, unless it's for something I absolutely CAN'T forget.

So, that's all I can think of right now, tell me yours...

electronic trouble

It was the middle of March, and I was using my camera all the time!And my friend had found an iPod in one of the bathrooms at school, and no one had come and claimed it, so she gave it to me.And then out of nowhere, my camera breaks.I tried to turn it on and it beeped at me, then nothing happened.I can't remeber if it was in the same day but it was at least in the same week, that my iPod broke.I was babysitting for the elementary school's PTA meeting and one of the other babysitters picked up my coat to throw it on another chair, and it fell out of the pocket.The screen cracked and I was soooo pissed.Now, I don't believe in bad luck or anything but it was an awful big coincidence that it happened in the same week.

Then, last night I was trying to post about my summer, when I would hit "publish" it said what it says when it publishes successfully.So I went to go see it and it didn't show up.I was so confused so I tried going back and hit "publish" again. This time it said something like cannot edit html, I don't even know.So I go back to my blog and do the search for the word summer.Sure enough it shows up, just as I had done it.But it still wasn't showing up on the blog archive or anything.It was like it was hidden.Anyway I did a couple of test posts to see if they showed up, and of course they did not.I just gave up and left.

So this morning I come on the computer and all four of the posts from last night are on there like nothing happened.(I know it is just a computer but it makes me so mad)!!!After that I deleted the ones I didn't need and then made this post.And I got to thinking, the first post I was trying to do last night was my 13th.....but again, I am not superstitious!

Summer

My friends are always so pumped about summer, saying that's all they look forward too, and blah blah blah...But I've always found summer to be very lonely.Maybe it's cuz I'm a loner and I don't actually do anything except for eat Ramen at home with the twins playing Sims.And it's not just this year I feel lonely, you know, cuz Plug's gone, even though that does SUCK!Anyway, lately I've been doing pretty good with the whole summer break thing, I mean it's only been a week but I've covered almost all of my best friends!Truthfully (if it was any other summer,I guess) all I want is to be occupied with school, because as much as I hate doing stuff, I hate not doing stuff more.And at school I can see all of my friends without even making an effort!!

what's all the fuss about?

So, I saw Pirates of the Carribean 3 last night and I have to ask---what's all the fuss about? I've heard so much bad stuff about it that I just can't agree on.Yes, I may be just another teenager that you don't want to listen to but, seriously it's just a movie.Okay, it may be a little long, but if you're with the right people, as I was, that doesn't matter.And it's funny.Nobody can deny that it's funny.And I'm not just talking one part was a little silly, I mean the whole thing was a hoot.Again, maybe you just have to be with the right people.And, I have to say it, any movie with the greek god Johnny in it can't be all that bad.ESPECIALLY when there's like 50 of him at once!!!But, apart from all that, the fact that it is a 3rd movie still pisses me off.It's like nobody can think of new ideas for movies anymore; they're either making hella sequals to movies already made or they're just gonna go and remake movies already made!As an aspiring director and already professional acress I am very passionate about this.Oh, and one teensy little thing that bugs me about it is the ending, for those of you who haven't seen it yet, do NOT read on...the ending is like, back to the beginning of the "series", no resolution really.Whatever I guess I can live with a movie not being just another happy ending!

Blah

Alright, so I want to know what you guys think of my photography. These aren't even the best of them they are just kind of whatever I could throw together. The first one falls into the category of noun-people-well,animal:





This next one is in the category of noun-thing:






And the last, I think you can guess is noun-place:






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